i am finding my way home to you
🍡 Melissa, Miel, Missy, Lisa, Bee (nicknames for my real name)
+ Heather, Aster, Cherub, Vanessa
🧃 she/fae/it ok with any
🌷 nd + mentally ill see FAQ
🪷 demi + bisexual
🐸 anarchist
🔮 Buddhist
white ethnic Jew
🌸 im 21+ !
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extras !!
🌗 ENFJ
📓 2w3 sp297
📝 sanguine-melancholic
🧋taurus ☀︎ gemini ☽ cancer ↗︎
🕊️ cabin 6
🧸 omnivert
🪐 synesthete
🍪 system
⏝⊹⏝ㅤ ꒰ა ⑅ ໒꒱ㅤ ⏝⊹⏝
fav color: baby blue and lavender
fav flower: daisy and lily of the valley
fav season: summer
fav food: sushi
fav animal: cats, bees, squirrels (but i love all animals)
sanrio character: Cinnamoroll
Disney princess: Vanellope, Rapunzel and Belle
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i 🩷 the moon, the stars, taking walks, taking pictures, museums, the city, doodling and sketching, tea parties, wearing cute outfits, playgrounds at night, using tumblr as a journal, meeting people
i dislike authority figures, people who are rude for no reason, being bored, closed minded people with open mouths, “delulu is the solulu”, cancel culture, hypocrisy, being ignored, being pitied
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💿 please tag NSFW
please use tone indicators.
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🎧 btw i struggle with understanding opinions, reading comprehension, social nuance, and word choice + i have rsd!
🇺🇸 i’m from the USA, Eastern Standard Time.
🐞 SpIn’s: environmental science, beauty, social skills, fashion / jfashion, theology, animal care, nursing, social justice, parenting
🎟️ musicals: Heathers the Musical, Hamilton, Dead Evan Hansen, Be More Chill, Mean Girls the Musical, Legally Blonde the Musical, Falsettos, Starkid, Newsies, The Guy Who Didn’t Like Musicals, Epic: The Musical, SIX, Hadestown, The Outsiders
🌊 animanga: Sailor Moon, One Piece, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Tonari No Kaibatsu Kun (My Little Monster), Puella Magi Madoka Magica, Hunter x Hunter, Mob Psycho 100, Naruto, Blue Period, Komi Can’t Communicate
🖥️ tv: Stranger Things, Never Have I Ever, Killing Eve, Girl from Nowhere, Extraordinary Attorney Woo, Anne With an e, I Am Not Okay With This, The End of the F-ing World, Gossip Girl, Gilmore Girls, The Summer I Turned Pretty, Dexter (old and new series), H2O: Just Add Water, Mako Mermaids, The Good Place, Good Omens, Hannibal, Jentry Chau vs. The Underworld, No Good Nick
🎨 animation: Avatar: the Last Airbender, She Ra and the Princesses of Power, The Legend of Korra, Kipo and the Age of the Wonderbeasts, The Last Kids on Earth, Twelve Forever, My Little Pony Friendship is Magic, Dan Vs., Total Drama, South Park, Futurama, Winx Club, Disney Fairies, Invader Zim, SpongeBob SquarePants, Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Wild Kratts, Camp Camp, Ninjago
🎞️ films: Heathers, Clueless, 13 going on 30, Legally Blonde, Mean Girls, The Sixth Sense, Reservoir Dogs, Fight Club, Coraline, It, Lilo and Stitch (original), The Nightmare Before Christmas, The SpongeBob SquarePants movie (2004), The Emperor’s New Groove, Bring it On (Series), Kpop Demon Hunters, How To Train Your Dragon, Dead Poets Society, A Clockwork Orange
📚 books: The Outsiders, Anne of Green Gables, Holes, The Secret Garden, ASOUE/Snicketverse, Riordanverse/Percy Jackson, The Hunger Games, Divergent, Warrior Cats
🎮 games: Pokémon, Minecraft, Minecraft: Story Mode, Mario, Scribblenauts, Animal Crossing, The Sims, Resident Evil, Diablo, Battlefront, Overwatch, Red Faction, Tomb Raider, Silent hill, Undertale, Deltarune, Cyberpunk 2077, Street Fighter, Yakuza, Friday Night Funkin’, Five Nights at Freddy’s, My Singing Monsters, Don’t Starve, Slay The Princess, Uma Musume, Stardew Valley, Cookie Run Kingdom, Brawl Stars, Roblox, Stray
🎧 music: Mitski, Lana Del Rey, Gracie Abrams, Phoebe Bridgers, boygenius, girl in red, Clairo, Gigi Perez, Paris Paloma, Chappell Roan, Kesha, Conan Gray, Cavetown, Billie Eilish, deftones, My Chemical Romance, One Direction, Arctic Monkeys, The Neighbourhood, Olivia Rodrigo, Renee Rapp, Maisie Peters, Taylor Swift, Ariana Grande, Marina, Blackpink, Madison Beer, Alec Benjamin, Noah Kahan, Hozier, Mother Mother, The Crane Wives, Florence and the Machine, David Bowie, The Beatles, Pink Floyd
💿 misc: monster high, ever after high, sonic the hedgehog, calico critters, SCP wiki, creepypasta, wikipedia, TV Tropes, Greek mythologyhobbies !!🥋 martial arts (mostly kickboxing, some karate and jiu jitsu)
🏆 used to do ballet, gymnastics, swimming, and cheerleading
🎸 learning acoustic guitar from my dad
🎹 had lessons in piano + oboe
🎼 listening to music + making playlists (YouTube Music supremacy)
🦉 speaks English and Spanish, learning Japanese
🪞 glow up and self-improvement
🫂 hanging out with siblings, neighbors, whoever’s around
✍🏻 sketching, drawing, digital art, watercolors, coloring books
🎭 acting, musical theatre, film (used to be a film major)
📱social media as diary + mobile games (it counts)
🎪 wannabe content creator / vlogger / video essayist (someday)
🤓 reading books, manga, webtoons, and visual novels
🧸 i age regress to cope and for fun, and have since i was 7!ask me about my travels! (italy, many US landmarks, more. + i have climbed 2 volcanoes (vesuvius + mt lassen CA)
Kin !!
(therian) cat, + living doll/dollkin
Kin and Comfort Characters:
1. stella (winx club)
2. vanellope von schweetz (wreck it ralph)
3. coraline (coraline)
4. star butterfly (star vs. the forces of evil)
5. rapunzel (tangled)
6. ty lee (ATLA)
7. yoshida haru (my little monster)
8. gon freecs (hunter x hunter)
9. vanessa doofenschmirtz (phineas and ferb)
10. ty lee (avatar: the last airbender)
11. mabel pines (gravity falls)
12. toph (ATLA)
13. raquel (barbie: life in the dreamhouse
14: asuka langley soryu (neon genesis evangelion)
15: nimona (nimona)
16: allison reynolds (the breakfast club)
17: lisa rowe (girl, interrupted)
18: isabela madrigal (encanto)
19. villanelle (killing eve)
20. king julien XIII (madagascar)
FAQ:
diagnosed mental disorders
(i got my first evaluation age 4, i’ve been here awhile)
main dx: ADHD (combined?? i’ve been diagnosed all 3)
others:
PDDNOS and Sensory Processing Disorder which is basically autism right?, (might be getting an up to date autism evaluation soon)
Nonverbal Learning Disability
Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, Separation Anxiety Disorder, OCD, Panic Disorder, phobias of mold and rust, misdiagnosed phobia of bathrooms (i got locked in + a girl abused me)
“Oppositional Defiant Disorder”
Bipolar 2 → Bipolar 1 w Psychotic Features → Schizoaffective Disorder (bipolar type)
Intermittent Explosive Disorder (was unstable over the pandemic),
Reactive Attachment Disorder
only personality disorder i’m sure of being diagnosed is BPD, confirmed ASPD traits.
bulimia (also diagnosed atypical anorexia, ARFID, and OSFED)
“Childhood Disintegrative Disorder” and developmental delay
“Adjustment Disorder w mixed emotional and behavioral disturbances” (as a teenager)
“neurodevelopmental trauma disorder”
“Unspecified Dissociative Disorder” (system)
Self-ID
cPTSD, (history of) Disruptive Mood Dysregulatory Disorder, Disinhibited Social Engagement Disorder, Social Communication Disorder, Maladaptive Daydreaming, Pathological Demand Avoidance, alexithymia, low empathy, aphantasia, propoagnosia, developmental topographical disorientation, hyperthymic temperament
self-undiagnosed with psychosis/schizoaffective disorder and PANDAS.
self-undiagnosed Tourette syndrome, Stereotypic Movement Disorder, coprolalia, pica, trichtillomania, and dermatillomania, self-dx body dysmorphic disorder and movement disorder side effects of medication
relate to symptoms of histrionic and schizotypal pd’s (possibly schizotypal instead of schizoaffective disorder??)
self ID schizospec, i have paranoia but idk what other symptoms
physical disabilities:
asthma, chronic migraine disorder, scoliosis w chronic back pain, POTS, low blood pressure, hypermobility, GERD, Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
(on disability for) 2x untreated TBI + hypoxic brain injury
♡ DNI (you can’t sit with us) ♡
-bigot, racist, TERF, LGBTphobe
-NSFW (unless we r mutuals / i follow first)
-pro ED / thinspo
-MAP, pro-para, and transid communities (i support your recovery, but i don’t want to mix with you)
-discourse blogs
-throw any disability under the (short) bus (haha)
-no but really DNI if you’re ableist or exclude any disabilities from your activismboundaries:
- don’t send me anything inappropriate (questions, tagged in etc.)
- i don’t do shipping discourse
- tell me if i’m being rude
- if u can, talk to me instead of about me
- don’t harass others because you don’t like me
- you better like me
- if you don’t like me, don’t follow me
- if you meet me, you better like my shoelaces!
